4 : happy

"I mean i'm sure it'd be different if instead of meeting random girls in nightclubs i could just come see you instead more easily"
"You don't want that, though."
"I don't?"
"I mean, if you did, that'd be great, but. I thought you were enjoying the random girls in clubs, and not being in any kind of actual relationship."
"its good for a while i guess, not a long term solution to happiness though, is it."
"Not that more frequent visits make that anything substantial or relative to a relationship, and I could just be jumping to conclusions, and I suppose it could be, if you wanted it to be hard enough. But no, random club girls usually don't lead to long term happiness."


"Sometimes Americans do, though."
"That's what I heard."



Life is about love, lost minutes, and lost evenings.


"We should be able to accept you without you taking any further courses, depending on your grades and SAT or ACT scores. To enter a bachelors programme here, you need to have passed your High School Graduation with an overall averge of B and one of the following. SAT 1 with a score of 1500 or APE with 3 passes with grade 3 or above, or ACT with a composite score of 23-26."

It is unreal how much I can do this. Who would have thought?

3 : Negative

I hate the backspace key. When I type, I literally think out loud and dismiss myself sentence after sentence. I've come to really realize and come to terms with how negative I am towards myself.

I'm starting to convince myself I'm good for something.

I owe AT&T $1,000 and I have yet to really figure out how I'm going to come up with it.

I'm more or less asleep these days, it's a feeling no one should ever have to deal with.

2 : Favorite

Kt and I are talking again.
She's always been my favorite.

Probably always will be, anyway.

1 : Aye

I am not ditching livejournal.
I'm just going to keep telling myself that.